this space is basically a teeny winny bit more about me and some things that I can express here or rather feels difficult to talk to people, plus also a place for me to show off without criticism. Finished my lapdance and pole groove session...missing the girls and the session! omg i fell in love with dance. but pole seems abit difficult for me to turl and whirl and lost in nowhere! haha..lap is nice but lazy to continue the Sat sessions and on the song "Santa Baby"? erm.....
Ris is in my dance class too. A 19 year old girl, whom is nice and active- perhaps having her own thoughts whereby not everybody would agree to. well- overall she's still young, shouldnt we be more forgiving and less judgemental.
Looking forward to the new dance class that is starting this thursday. I have signed up for PCD1 -Pussy cat doll, the song would be "Don't CHA". this dance comprises of exotic moves and I believe I'll like it! lol.... sexy sexy sexyishhh. **
Looking forward to new classes in Jan. Currently the calendar updates arent that interesting. Pondering if I should consider joining jitterbugs for their pole lessons. Pole isnt easy but is fun and really tone up muscles. The simple moves arent simple at all and needs lots of determination. Every move and every posture that seems so "sexy" and nice are not easy to achieve to own satisfaction.
I have a new goal! Next time when I have a house, I must have a little room/corner whereby there are mirrors all around so that I can practise my dance moves! well- it can be something like joy's house with a big mirror in the living room but wait - it seems that I am moving in with in-laws..so quite challenging. The goal to move towards and depends on my interior designer in future!
Still going on my herbal life meal replacement but arent losing any weight. good news is that it really helps with my constipation and part of me have been taking apples more frequently. anyway its good for health... am happy with it. Intending to stock up supply as the price is much cheaper but waiting for my colleague to see if it is good that we can share and stock up supply in order to get better price. I realise MLM technique thing really irritates me. My current consultant told me that she is meeting me to pass me my discount card yet ask me to go for a talk without seeking my consent... I am TMD angry and displeased. Nvm, i told her i wanna go off le- she keep dragging my time till 930pm and I am already tired and they ask me to buy more products and say why must think...hey its near $1k and you dont want me to think and ask me to swipe? I'm not ur ATM ha! i know u are earning a living and you wanna close your sales- i am keen on the product but give me respect as a human being and stop PRESSURE SELLING. if my colleague's consultant is okay, we might combine our orders and get it from her side instead. Cannot stand pple use agressive selling method.
Today I did not attend service again. Almost flare up at dear just now. But looking at him and seeing that he is so tired- i kind of melt. I know that now isnt a good time or an easy time for him as he just started on property and I know that he has been trying to cold call and also visiting and meeting customers. Travelling with public transport from one location to another isnt a joke. I need to be more understanding.
Lord talked about the Core strengths in success. The abundance in our heart and the will to excel all lies down to our daily works. Well- there's still lots that I'll need to improve.
Will go shopping later to get some stuffs and also replenish my fruits supply for this week. Looking forward to meeting Fen and Laopo next weeek.. and also looking forward to meeting darling lia soon! Suppose to be on diet but had this very nice dinner at Qi Ji with dear ytd.... *yummy*
IM HAPPY!!
● @ Friday, November 6, 2009 ●
Today is my 2nd day that I persist on my jogging plan. well this is to stay healthy and also for weight management. I would like to meet my eventual aim of ideal weight by end of this year and I have about 2 months to goooo and I believe i can do it!
Met up with dearie Fen and Fang yesterday. Fang played me out on Wed but at least she made an effort for meetup. Well- it is a great catch up session but i guess after work we are all kind of tired, so didnt strike much conversation. She mentioned that Fen did not change much- as usual... well i think we all did, but in different ways. I feel that she has became more outspoken and firm. Had drinks at teadot... Wow! their drink is refreshing..its abit rush though cause fang keep complaining that she is hungry..after that we had a fufilling dinner at Sushi Teh! when i came back.. i weighed 1kg heavier than my normal weight...OMG! I am super paranoid now as I am trying my best to meet my ideal... well like what fen said, health is more important...therefore I will persist my exercise plan!
Just saw a cute picture that I've thought of sharing....
哆啦A梦!
I feel that I like like him when i cannot curb my temptations against FOOD!
Lol...
IM HAPPY!!
● @ Wednesday, November 4, 2009 ●
November's here! It seems so near to end of the year and Christmas. Feeling happy yet a little upset. Looking through the year goal- I seem not to achieve my spiritual growth and also my weight lost programme. Procrastinating and has been a year that I have not achieve much. Well, since I have 2 more months, I will strive towards it.
My goal is to lose 3kg of my body weight and stop snacking! I keep snacking non stop and giving myself excuses that ..apple wont make me gain weight or fruits doesnt make me gain weight... but can you imagine i've stuffed 3 apples last night while watching tb? OMG! cannt make it wor.... aiyoo yooo
Goals for 2009
1. Determination to lose weight
2. Build confidence in myself
3. Spiritual growth is needed (Complete my bs)
There's lots of improvement that I would need to make and I am confident that I am able to handle what comes along. Jia You! I always believe in doing my best, perhaps my improvements come later but I am sure it will happen. Nobody gives up on you unless you give up on urself.
Manage to dig out the 2 photos that we took during our 1st cycling trip! *Happy*
IM HAPPY!!
● @ Saturday, October 24, 2009 ●
time flies. Oct is coming to an end and its coming end of the year soon!
Recently i haven been able to control my food intake and has been gaining weight. I aim to lose 3 kg by end of this year...
Planning for our trip to Macau and feels blessed. This is the first time I am bringing my parents overseas and finally have the mini ability. They have been providing for me all this while and it's time that I can do something for them. Blessed to have great parents whom will send me to and fro places that I want to go...Though my Mr M. cannot be with us this time, but i believe the next time when we are financially more sound, we would be able to proceed to explore other areas of the world. Now I know planning for trip isnt that easy as i though as we have to do research ...aiyoo yoooh....
Went to Boss house for Pool party yesterday. It's like a dream house. I like the walk in wardrobe... *Dreaming* Mr.M is so sweet ytd to come and send me home... miss him deeply. wanna run into his arms when i saw him ytd...love youuu love youuu. Though i know he doesnt read my blog... but i dont care~~ haha.....
Today would be gg to Wingo travel to settle the hotel and etc on our trip to Macau! Finally all things have been confirmed. *Happy* Decision made and time to go and do all the paperwork! 4pm I will be having my lapdance class and 5pm pole groove. Super excited. I am like a piece of wood when come to dancing..but I'll want to be more flexible and be more confident of my body! **
Below are some photos taken at boss's house...want more? visit my facebook oh!
IM HAPPY!!
● @ Monday, October 19, 2009 ●
have had plans for this week, yet wasnt fufilled. Having flu since yesterday and feels irritable till today. On medication again. sianz 1/2. well, thank god that I do not need to work today and can have a good rest.
life sometimes is disappointing from the angle you look at stuffs. have i not grown up and the ability to withold more responsibilities? Fantasies are dreams that will not be fufilled cause eventually we would need to draw back to reality and the truth.
ytd we quarrelled again. the differences that we have for one another, the expectations. harsh as it may seem but its the reality. each have our own burden and responsibilities on our shoulder and how could we work towards it? it seems so challenging to breakthrough this. I have my dreams and has been moving 2wards it, yet on the other hand, to you, it is insignificant. our beliefs in work, r/s, marriage is different. if its a trial and error i guess i would make up my mind to leave now.confused.
my nose has never stopped the flow. hopes that i'll get better later
IM HAPPY!!
● @ Sunday, September 27, 2009 ●
Yesterday, me and Fen went to have a swim @ the pool and had our breakfast at WangJiao with great coffee, toast and eggs! it made my day! we were in good mood and even went shopping and I spent quite alot on dresses, shoes, a bag and some accessories thing.
Recently has been engrossed in making mooncakes. Yesterday had a session with Yanfen and Hiok and done some mooncakes with them and with their hands on experience and also helped Fen with manicure. Had a great day with the girls.
After that, I cant lay my eyes off the hair dye that mum bought that has been on the table for more than a week. Being "curious" and ....i used it on myself!
It is the glossy brown colour... But perhaps cause previously my hair was even lighter and with this, it covers off the uneven colour and make the top more obvious. One of the not so fantastic thing is that I realise the ends of my hair has become so dry and seems to crisp anytime.
Its also time that I should trim my hair. But this month I have overspent and gotta restrict till next Wednesday. Good thing is payday is coming soon again!
Did not attend service today. It seems that there is alot of things on my mind recently. somehow feels so heavy and stressed- and choose to shut down but not sure why is that so... had long breaks, holidays yet I am procrastinating. There are alot of things that I want to achieve and especially on my spiritual life yet I am not working hard towards it. Disappointed by my lack of discipline. I have been telling myself I will and must attend cell services, but till now I am not even regular on Sunday service to receive god's words. had breakfast with hiok today and had flu.... and stayed home instead. Suppose to meet Aunt for dinner but i guess after she heard that i said foodcourt cause I'm strict on budget, I dont hear from her till now. Perhaps I am oversensitive, but ... i guess..sometimes I'm tired of going all the way to please a person yet taken advantage of just because I call her god-mother?
I miss nanny! she is always the best and there for me whenever i needed her and never complained. She only always say, must come and visit more often kie... it always melts my heart when i see her... I guess I should make my priority right and meet the people I care for more often.
IM HAPPY!!
Looking forward to the new dance class that is starting this thursday. I have signed up for PCD1 -Pussy cat doll, the song would be "Don't CHA". this dance comprises of exotic moves and I believe I'll like it! lol.... sexy sexy sexyishhh. **
